[61] mind in which you are not included. April will not be far advanced
I trust before we shall meet before I shall express how sincerely
I amy your affectionate WB
The winds have dealt furiously with me at Fonthill and let in Light
to my sacred Groves. One of the noblest Trees on the Hill of Pan is
laid low alas in what have I offended the Sylvan Deities?
The
heavy air of the Netherlands weighs me down and I find it is in vain
to struggle against the pressure. I deferred writing to you
from Day to Day in hopes of recovering my spirits and being able to
write something for the amusement of your solitude; but as I find
my stupidity encrease rather than diminish I resolved to send you
a line or two immediately least my dullness should grow so great as
to be infectious. O Genius of ancient Greece what a horror is this
Hague what lazy Canals what muddy souled inhabitants! Yesterday
I had the misfortune of dining with half a dozen Butterburgs at [62]
Sir J Yorkes There was a total stagnation of wit and
genius but the currency of Roast Beef Ham and collops
of every species made ample amends according to Dutch Ideas
Not a word more can I commit to paper at present, my imagination sinks
ten degrees in an instant how low it will fall the Dæmon
alone knows who conducted my steps into this slough of Despond.
Hague June 29th 1780
I have
passed the ivory Gate and have entered the Empire of Dreams.
The airy people are buzzing around one like Moths that haunt the honey
suckles of an Evening. Some of these phantoms are inconceivably
beautiful others so horrid and menacing that I shiver at their recollection
and feel at this very moment a cold sweat trickling down my
Temples. You cannot conceive how many singular Anecdotes I have learnt
of my Brother Dreamers since my arrival in this visionary Land.
The great Tree which if you reccollect shades [63] the entrance of
the infernal Regions, swarms at this moment with Cyranos de Bergerac
and Bishop Berkleys Acquaintance and the Bough immediately above
my head is so loaded with the Familiars of Arabians that if it breaks
down I shall be smothered for ever Already half a hundred have
detached themselves and adhere so closely to me that had I the force
of Neptune or Polypheme I could not shake them off I wish I
could contrive a method of dispatching two or three of these rainbow
coloured Children to you. I think they might cheer your confinement
and solace your lonely Hours; for amongst this Multitude some are
excellent Company and one art they know in perfection a most
agreeable one in general I mean that of not staying too long
at a time Alas for my own part I have reason to complain of
the contrary I was but a moment ago that I thought myself securely
placed at the very extremities of the Ocean, in an Isle of the smoothest
greenswerd Louisa at my side and a voice like Pacchierottis
warbling in the Air. Judge whether I was not keenly disappointed
when upon waking [64] I found myself at Margate, ten blubbering Babes
under my windows whilst Baron Weazel the Oculist and a whole Legion
of fresh imported Harlots were trumpetting in the other Room.
Would to Heaven these Fiddles would get out of their scrape they drive
me and my Visions to distraction. Morpheus moved off at the
first Onset and the others are gathering up every poppy he left behind;
so that in a few Minutes I shall not have a single Phantom to look
at nor one aerial Companion to replace those from whom I am separated
perhaps for ever Yes my suspicions are too justly founded, they spread
their wings and vanish All my Consolation is now that the murmurs
of the Winds and the Surges so different from the vile artificial
notes that grated my Ears tother Moment may recall them.
I do flatter myself they will flutter around my Couch in the Cabbin
whispering the Story of Ceyx and Alcoyne in my ear or some
other pathetic adventure in which they have borne a part Farewell
the Vessel waits the streamers float with a favorable
wind Lights glimmer amongst the Ships at a distance
Envy me for I am going to be wrapped in the arms of Darkness and Illusions
Margate June 20th 1780
[65]
Naples Novr 16th 1780
It seems a sad long while since I have seen you The World grows
more and more irksome to me every Day and I am eagerly wishing for
a Spirit like yours to comfort and revive my own. Nothing I
think will prevent my daring to be happy in defiance of glory and
reputation Why should I desire the applause of Creatures I
despise rather let me enjoy that heart felt satisfaction which springs
from innocence and tranquility The peaceful Palace and woody Hills
which surround it shall bound my desires There will we remain
lost in our meads and Copses wandering carelessly about
offering sacrifice to sylvan Deities and fancying ourselves recalled
to that primæval period when Force and Empire were unknown.
I am now approaching the age when the World in general expect
me to lay aside my dreams abandon my soft illusion and start into
public Life How greatly are they deceived how firmly am I resolved
to be a Child for ever! Next Summer I hope [66] will give you
a proof of my constancy when if I return from Rome you will find me
stretched under my beeches on the Hill of Pan or swimming wildly amongst
the Thickets which cover the Satyrs range At Night we
will retire to the Cell and consult our Arabians penetrate into remote
countries and fancy we discover the high Mountains of Gabel al Comar.
It shall be my business to collect prints and drawings which illustrate
our favorite ideas and I flatter myself with the hopes of passing
many an Evening with you in their contemplation. Every Month
we shall invent some new Ornament for our Apartments and add some
exotic rarity to its treasures. Our pleasures will be continually
varying sometimes we shall inhabit our Huts on the borders of the
Lake and sometimes our vast range of solemn subterraneous Chambers
visible by the glow of Lamps and filled with cabalistic Images.
Another Moment will find us encamped upon the green Desert we were
so fond of, drinking our Coffee in open Tents and dreaming ourselves
in Yemen Next day perhaps we shall repair to the stone of power,
where to speak the Language of Fingal, [67] Spirits descend
by night in dark red streams of Fire In this imaginary
style our Days will glide smoothly along and we shall sink into our
Tombs contented tho inglorious.
Caserta
Novr 30th 1780
I still remain here quiet and happy with Lady Hamilton who is perfectly
in our way we see no body Sir Wm hunts all day long
with the King upon the Mountains whilst we indulge our imaginations
at home and play strange dreams upon the piano forte and talk in a
melancholy visionary style which would recall your ancient ideas and
fill you with pleasing sadness.
Mr.
Cozens
Florence Oct: 15th 1780
Your Letter breathes inspiration and I feel to my infinite Comfort
you are not degenerated Be assured you will find me ever the
same romantic Being fond of the Woods and Mountains
the Friend of Sylvan powers and Votary of Pan. Italy seems
my native Climate it agrees perhaps but too well with the ardour of
[68] my imagination; for I am ten times more enthusiastic than ever
I thought I should have gone wild upon first setting my feet
in the Gallery and when I beheld such ranks of Statues such treasures
of gems and bronzes I fell into a delightful delirium
which none but Souls like ours experience and unable to check my rapture
flew madly from Bust to Bust and Cabinet to Cabinet like a Butterfly
bewildered in an Universe of Flowers. Would to Heaven that
you were but here that we might flutter together the whole day in
this world of Elegance and when the Sun declines enjoy our favorite
hour in the Woods of Boboli which cover if you recollect the
Mountain behind the Palazzo Pitti I never view these shades
without wishing for L.... We would hide ourselves in the depth of
the thickets amidst bays and myrtles None but the Birds should be
conscious of our retirement but ah how vain are these desires
whole Kingdoms separate us I cannot bear the idea I
must return Shall I ever again breath the same atmosphere?
tell me I shall flatter my illusions tell me
I am beloved. Do you know I would willingly loze the blood
that animates me to recall [69] those happy moments I have
passed in her embraces. Can you not snatch an instant a little
oftner to tell me you are well adieu.
Lady
Hamilton
London March 26th 1782
My dear Lady Hamilton, this vile country grows so outrageously turbulent
that If I stay three Months longer within its precincts I shall give
up the Ghost. Not having health or strength enough to be heroical
I am determined to breath peaceably next Summer at Naples and I most
fervently hope before June is elapsed you will see me arrive
Dont talk pompously or angrily for the sake of Heaven I really
am not able to blaze at present in the political Hemisphere
Twelve months of leisure and tranquility may prepare me for as many
years of Torment and Frustration I wish for some snug Casino or other
amongst the Cliffs of Posilippo where I may deposit Mr Lettice
Cozens first born (a painter I bring with me) and that
[70] eccentric Animal Burton As for myself you promised me
a corner at Portici into which I shall joyfully creep - Tho
I cough and am half dead at this moment the thoughts of seeing you
and Sir Wm once more under the blue Æther of Italy give me Spirits
to sing and dance like a wild Thing I shall bring ample stores of
Musick and a painter worthy to imitate the Scenery of the Gardens
of the Hesperides. dont you think they still exist some where
or other in Calabria Now thank God I may live in hopes of exploring
the romantic spots Sr Wm has described to me and even perhaps of penetrating
the woody regions of Mongibello. You will receive me with greater
satisfaction I am certain when I tell you my Mother entirely approves
my schemes and thinks I cannot chuse a better moment of absenting
myself from England This poor Land alas is devoured
by human Locusts and we may expect every other Egyptian plague if
Pharoas heart continues hardened Pray tell that odd Being
Tierney or what ever his name is that I think to revisit Naples and
as soon as you read this lose no time to write that
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