L'Esplendente
[part 4]
He
assured his Father that he should be well pleased in obeying him
- & suffered him to quit the Vale without reluctances
- No sooner was [20] Abdoulrahman away than the youth ran wildly about
the Vale – [ILLEGIBLE] every stream - looked into every fissure
- & left not Thicket unexplored. - Then tired with his ramble he
sunk panting on the grass & slumbered carelessly till noon. - When
he awoke - he recollected the Koran & hastening to the Mosque -
began to turn over its pages. The Evening Sun which played full on
the leaves - illuminated the burnished Letters & wraped them in
a sphere of Light. - This circumstance was enough to fire the warm
imagination of our young recluse who fancied the pages glowed with
cælestial brightness & thought some portion of the prophets
radiance was impaled to his Book. - He saw then with an Enthusiasm
- no words can describe - he not only read but saw - his Ears were
filled with aweful sounds So long & so eagerly did he continue
that the day reclined & darkness surprised him before he was aware
- absorbed in meditation he forgot to light the tapers which stood
by the coffer on either side & folding his arms he remained motionless
for Hours quite lost in a reverie Heaviness insensibly overspread his
eyes - he crept under the carpets [21] & lulled by the ripling
of the waters droped asleep. - The Dooms of Eblis & of Harut were
in his dreams - he was disturbed & waited for the approach of Morning
with impatience - At length it arrived & after taking some nourishment
- & observing his daily ablutions - he prepared to cultivate the
borders of the Vale - when the heat grew too intense he retired from
the exposed situation of the Cliffs - to some shady cove - by the streams.
- Transporting his beloved Koran thither he delivered himself up for
a while to its devine relations - & then retired again to his other
employments. - But when several Days had passed away in this manner & no
father appeared Mehemed - began to deplore his lonesome situation -
No part of the Vale remained undiscovered - the Thickets & the
streams however beautiful had no longer novelty to recommend them -
the song of the Birds was unheeded - the perfume of the vegetation
afforded no longer the same agreeable sensations [22] as struck him
at his first entrance into this sequestered spot - He had gathered
the Fruits & familiarized himself with the blossoms of every Tree & was
tired of the food which once had appeared so delicious - instead of
employing his tools to cultivate the rugged base of the Cliffs - he
kept running about & striking every fissure in hopes of discovering
the passage which led to his Mother's abode. The Air which had seemed
impregnated with the softest fragrance - now affected him with an idea
of closeness & confinement He grew every instant more & more
restless & discontented - he tried to climb the mounds of Rock
that rose almost perpendicularly on all sides; but after many vain
attempts he was obliged to desist - Depressed & Languid he sat
down on the turf & wished to compose himself by the study of the
Koran - but this too had lost its charms the strange stories of Balkis & Soleiman
afforded but little amusement - because there was no one to share it
with him. [23] - Had I but a Companion said he I should be contented
- one Human Being to whom I might communicate my thoughts & to
whom I might say - Is not this charming Would you not have given Worlds
to have seen our first parent - majestically seated on the Hills of
Serendip. - to have heard the voice of Alla - crying - depart - & to
have witness'd the dreadful fall - But alas - a melancholy silence
prevails in this dreary Vale - what are its beauties to me - unless
I had someone mutually to enjoy them - To whom I can adress myself
when a multitude of thoughts crowd my imagination - this Wilderness
hears not my complaints - when I lift up my voice - none answer, but
the echos of the desert Mountains. - O that my Father would but return
- or that he had left me other company than the Birds & the reptiles.
- 'Twas thus he mourned the solitude which now began to overcast his
mind. - & stretching out his arms gasped after a wider Horizon
- He felt himself [24] imprisoned & thru' that medium regarded
the lovely & romantic scenery of the Vale - with displeasure & inquietude
When Night drew on he found himself unable to sleep He lighted the
Tapers in the Mosque - sat down one instant & the next walked disconsolately
to the brink of the Torrents - The Moths that flutted round the flowers
on its banks afforded some slight pleasure. - their continual buzzings
inclined him to slumber & he yielded to the drowsiness which stole
o'er his eyelids - The fortunate abodes which the prophet has so luxuriously
described - haunted his imagination & were stretched out in his
dreams - with a visionary splendor. - There he seemed to behold lofty
castles & cælestial Bounds under which the Houris repose.
- Their dark eyes melted with felicity - they were wandering amongst
roses - & whilst a soft harmony all the while [25] proceeding from
the shades - infused into his Soul the most voluptious ideas & transports
unknown before - But short & fleeting were his joys - a fragment
falling [ILLEGIBLE] from the Cliffs into the waters - roused him from
his sleep - & drove far away all its delicious? illusions - he
lifted up his Head - & beheld the vast hemisphere burning/sparcling
with stars.
[Continued in Part
5]